So, I was homeschooled for elementary school. I started middle school last year at a public charter school. I like my friends, but they are kind of immature, which is fine, but I feel like I am growing out of them. They can also be tease-y, but they mean it in a good way, it can just get annoying. The issue is that I don't want them to be offended and also there isn't really anyone who is better. Though this may sound dumb, I want to have a more cliche, cliquey, drama-y middle school experience. My school is good because it ISN'T clique-y but I honestly kind of want that. I feel like I've had such an unusual experience related to school and I want to have a normal one! I'm thinking about switching to a larger, more clique-y high school, and I probably will because I want to start fresh friends-wise. I don't think it's possible at this point to really change friend groups in middle school, but I don't care that much.
Another thing: I want to date but my friends make fun of people who date, and I don't want to be picked on by them.
AND another thing: I was nearly certain that I am a lesbian, but now I am not completely sure.
Anyway, I just needed to rant, and I just feel weird about middle school right now. I want a new friend group, and a more cliche middle school and high school experience.
If you have any advice at all please tell me!